It's about love

I was looking back on just the past year of my life and what all has happened and brought me to where I am today. I've always known about God and understood what he has done for me as a sinner and I've been so thankful for his grace but its really been more recently that I've wanted to pursue a deeper and real relationship with God instead of just knowing about him. God has shown me such incredible love that he sent his one and only Son to take on my sin, experience total and complete aloneness so that I will never have to experience what he did on the cross. There is nothing that I could have ever done or ever do to be good enough to deserve his love. I deserve, along with everyone else in the world, to live out eternity in hell because of the nature that I was born in. God chose to save me not for my well being or anything that I've done, but for the sole purpose for His glory to be shown. God is amazing! I want to spend the rest of my life worshiping God for what he has done. We were created for His glory and to worship his goodness despite our feelings. 

"Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good!
Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him!" Psalms 34:8